I didn't even want to write about this but why hold back now? So he lasted four days in the sober living and then he used. This doesn't surprise me, but I will always be a bit amazed by the actions of an addict...they have no limits to what they will do, or how far they will go to get their high.
He was with me all day Tuesday. I took him to the dr. and got Suboxone for him. I dropped him back off at the SL house. Apparently he left there and got high and then went back. The other guys in the house suspected he was high so told the house manager who tested him. Dirty for opiates.
He tried really hard to get me to go pick him up but I said we (our family) were setting a boundary and asked him not to call us, to figure things out on his own. I almost had a breakdown this morning - feeling weak, etc., but I got some strength from some other moms out there (thank you).
So I haven't taken his calls but I did get a text and he's with Anthony. So that says it all.
Not going to worry about him. Just going about my business and will see how things unfold.
Peace, Hope and Love,
TOMORROW is the big day to purchase the Bruce tickets. Wish me luck. I will let you know what happens :)