I posted something up here yesterday afternoon but took it down. It was just more of the saga of Keven's depression and circumstances, blah, blah, blah. So many others are going through much more serious stuff right now...I mean really, my post seemed petty and I felt embarrassed to be complaining.
Mostly I am just sick and tired of all of it. Its like, we're suppose to be detaching with love, but how do you stop yourself from worrying and hurting? Is that part of it? Just turning off the worry? Its not that simple.
I suffer from pretty serious depression myself. I take meds and they help but I still get very down quite often. I have been fighting a major episode all summer but keep pushing through, numbing myself and sleeping a lot to avoid thinking or feeling (sometimes my dreams are worse than reality so that's not good).
But really my thoughts for today are what the fortune cookie says above. Many of us inhabiting this planet is dealing with something. Kindness really goes a long way. I don't want to be the person complaining more than encouraging, but sometimes that's all I have in me. It sucks to live like this, doesn't it? I want to get to the point where I can live without stressful thoughts of Keven in the background of of my mind all day.
Peace, Hope and Love, Barbara