I went to visit Keven Friday, my usual visiting day. We had a good talk. Then this morning he called and asked if I'd come to see him again because he had something important to talk about. I went.
He told me he had decided to stay with the court program and go into a 90 day residential rehab. He said he based his decision on the fact that he didn't think he was ready, he's afraid he can't stay clean. He wants help. Again.
So, I am grateful. Its sad to think of how badly some of our addicts want sobriety yet feel like they're facing an enemy that is more powerful than they are. I remember the days when Keven spoke of heroin as if it were his love, his reason for living (sad) and now he hates it, but it still beckons him.
I'm tired.
Peace, Hope and Love, Barbara
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I pray he finds his way to clean and sober. I pray he finds a reason to stay that way.
He made a mature decision, Barbara. It's a good thing.
Clean time is useful time. Using time is wasted time.
It's good he made that decision.
During this time you must make yourself ready to be a parent of an addict in recovery. It is not the same to be a parent of an addict in recovery as it is to be a parent of an addict that is using. And it is not the same as being just a parent, you can't go back.
"Its sad to think of how badly some of our addicts want sobriety yet feel like they're facing an enemy that is more powerful than they are."
The truth is that we all face an enemy more powerful than we are. There's a wonder in the fact that there aren't more addicts in this world.
I'm glad Keven is seeking more help. It's a long, hard road and companions can help him get over the steep and rocky stretches. If he's willing to do the work for the rest of his life... just as with the rest of us. That enemy never gives up.
just so you know....I have seen the complete turn around of 100's of addicts. It is possible!
Good for him. He's the only one who can decide. And, difficult does not mean impossible. Now, focus on finding what gives you peace and joy....it will be a tremendous example for him and life saving for you...and remember"I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength." I will pray for Keven to feel God's strength as he works his sobriety.
Thank you, each of these comments brings me hope and comfort and words of wisdom. No matter what I "know" I always need to be reminded (hope that makes sense!)
Whoever said that life is easy? I am proud of Keven for making that decision. I stand with him, and with you dear friend, in hope and prayer.
That is great. Thank goodness he made that decision.
Praying for both of you.
Barbara... I'm praying for you and Keven. It's a very good thing that he made this decision. Here's hoping the pieces fall into place this time. Hugs to you from afar.
Good for Keven! I am praying Barbara. ((HUG))
Have Faith Barbara...it is going to be my new mantra....it is the right decision and a good decision. Have faith!
I'm SO glad to hear this...and indeed, he did make the right decision. One step at a time. This first step is the right one. Thinking of you...
Yeah, there is hope once again. I am encouraged by this. As long as he asks for help, there is a great chance for success. I keep my fingers crossed!
Happy to hear this. Hang in there!
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