The contrast between Keven and Anthony right now is hearbreaking because its hard to rejoice in Ant's happiness* when Keven is tormented to the point of breaking down. I wrote on my other blog about it.
*quote from Anthony's letter today: "I am doing so frigging good I can barely stand myself :) I love life, I love you, I love Kels, I love the way the future looks."
quote from Keven: "Every minute of every day hurts to be alive".
quote from me:
help
i
don't
know
what
to
do
i
love him so
much
7 comments:
Has he ever considered methadone maintenence or suboxone. Suboxone might take the edge off for him. Just a thought.
Hugs Barbara. This crap isn't for weenies, that's for sure! You guys are always in my prayers.
Sending up prayers for both of you.
My heart is aching and breaking for you and Keven.. I wish I knew what to say. I wish I had an answer. I wish I could change all of this for all of us damn it.
Praying so hard for both of you
Carolyn
www.parentofanaddictcdcb.wordpress.com
Keep being your loving kind open hearted-self, Barbara.
Maybe it is time to try the EMDR. YOU are the safety net he needs. Has the practitioner you found been doing EMDR long? You can ask and get a feel for the success rate.
I am so sorry it has been so difficult for you. I do know that there are few things are miserable as mental distress and addiction combined.
xx kris
I have found it best not to compare people and their states of mind. Hard to do but it made me much happier. I hope that you will get some help for yourself and focus on a solution for you.
Keeping you both in my prayers
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