November 6, 2011

Nothing Good To Say

Checked Keven into rehab on Friday night.
Things are not going well for me or him.  He's very depressed and hopeless to the point that he mentioned the "s" word.
I am distraught, confused, sad, hopeless, worried and trying every minute to choose not to be.
Huge knot in my gut, just want it all to stop and to have a normal life again.
Will that ever be possible?


 Peace, Hope and Love, Barbara

13 comments:

Bristolvol said...

Barbara,
I am so sorry you have to deal with all of this. My thoughts and prayers for better times ahead are with you. I know the gut wrenching feelings you are going through. I wish I could help in some way.

Mrs F with 4 said...

Oh, Barbara...once again I have nothing useful to say except to let you know that I am thinking of you...hoping that perhaps, maybe, could this be rock bottom for Keven, from which the only direction is up?
With love, Mrs F

Anonymous said...

I am sorry. My thoughts and prayers are with you.

Syd said...

If he is suicidal, it would seem that you could see if he needs to be committed. I have no idea on what to do or what the criteria are. Here it is if someone is a danger to themselves or others. I wish you and Keven the best.

Tori said...

I am so sorry. There is just nothing more to say.

Tori said...

I am so sorry. There is just nothing more to say.

beachteacher said...

I'm sorry Barbara. I'm praying for change for Keven and for peace and healing. Know that we're all thinking of you both.

Bar L. said...

Thanks, everybody.

Syd - we've been down that road so many times, admitting him to the hospital. But he assured me he would not do it. I think to him its more of a solution than a desire to be dead. Either way, its scary and sad.

Dad and Mom said...

Let Keven work through the processes in rehab.

We know one component of Keven's troubles troubles is his addiction and there is no solution for everything all at once.

This is an elephant Keven must eat one bite at a time and it may take more than one setting.

Dawn said...

Hang in there Barbara. Like Ron said - Keven needs to work through the process. It's tough I know but, he's where he needs to be. I hope today is a better day for you both.

Maija said...

I don't know Barbara. I wonder that myself. When will things be ok again?
I started a blog too. A way to get my feelings out of my head- www.mysonisanaddict.wordpress.com.

Anonymous said...

Dear heavenly Father please help Barbara and Keven. Show them the path. Lift them up and give them strength Bless them both with Your Grace. Amen. All my love, Kris B

beachteacher said...

I love what Anonymous prayed....and I ask for this same blessing upon Barbara and Keven. Amen

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