July 8, 2011
He's still out there somewhere...
7:30 am this morning - he promises me he will turn himself in soon.
Twenty texts and or calls later he is still promising
11:50 pm - he still hasn't done it.
I think its very obvious what he's doing. My main concern is that he's had this SHIT out of his system for six months and now he's putting himself in jeopardy of an overdose, of getting dope sick and of getting right back into a daily habit.
I can't tell if I am more angry or scared. I am going to take an extra sleeping pill and crash for the night. I hope I have good news in the morning.
THANKS AGAIN TO THE INCREDIBLE CARING COMMENTS YOU HAVE LEFT. It brings me to tears when I realize how fortunate I am to have come into this blog community back in the summer of '09.
Peace, Hope and LOTS OF Love, Barbara