Almost 6 months clean.
He will be kicked out of "United" and possibly out of Recovery Court.
He has not turned himself in yet.
I don't know where he is but I am begging him to turn himself in before this gets worse for him.
He said he has never regretted anything as much as this. He's been so happy. He feels terrible.
Yeah, I know the feeling.
Nothing much else to say.
P.S. Please "pray" for me (whatever that means to you). If Keven turns himself in I will support him by writing him in jail, visiting, putting some money on his books for essentials, letting him call home.
If he chooses not to --- I will not help him in any way, I will not do anything for him at all. I don't know if I am strong enough for that, but I know its the right thing to do in this situation,. I've done all I can for him the last three years. I have been told to turn my back on him but never did. But this time, if he chooses to run and not take responsibility, I will turn my back on him because I need to --- for myself and for his own good. Damn it I hate this life!!! I hate it. Things were GREAT. But, you know how it is: every day you know in the back of your mind that it can all come crashing down, and it often does.
Peace, Hope and Love,