I won't go as far to say that I am sunny and bright - but better than yesterday, thanks in large part to the wonderful comments I got.
Anthony Update: I can't even remember how long its been since I spoke with him, but its been weeks. He called this morning to say he just got out of a 3 day detox and has to wait a while for a bed to open up. He wanted a ride. I said, "sorry, I can't". I admit it was good to hear his voice, but I'm keeping a distance.
Peace, Hope and Love,