Update - everything is back to the same scary stuff. I don't know what to do. I think he needs to be hospitalized.
When all else fails...
adopt a dog.
(details on "Sugar" later).
For the last two days since he used, I have seen my old Keven. I don't know why, I know it probably won't last, but its there...the old smile, the old smirk, the old sweetness. He brought his gf's mom over to meet my family today and we all sat in our yard for over an our chatting and laughing and telling fun stories. It felt like the Twilight Zone to me...not used to such normalcy. In a few minutes he's joining us at my brother's house for a BBQ of burgers, etc. Not typical for even my old Keven (unless it was a "real" holiday like Christmas or HIS birthday).
Tom left a comment that is the only possible hint I have at why he may be acting so calm, so nice, so pleasant. (details later...I'm in a hurry...sorry!). I also wonder - did he not take his meds the last few days? Does that make him feel better? Is he just relieved that he relapsed and confessed?
Also, he's not bitching that I took his car away. He started to yesterday but gave up. This is so not like him. I like this new behavior but I know better than to get used to it.
THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR SUPPORT, LOVE, WISDOM!
I will read blogs tonight to catch up with all of you.