That's what I said to myself this morning after reading the post I wrote last night. I was feeling over-sensitive and defensive. I was not following one of my main life mottos: Respond, don't react. I've been a bit wound up the last two weeks over an issue that has nothing to do with Keven, Ant, drugs....it has to do with an unemployment hearing I attended.
Every day I open the mailbox expecting the letter that says I lost my appeal, but hoping to find a letter that says I won. No letter yet but I did get something from them yesterday that makes me thing just maybe the judge believed me even though it was five against one. To me their dishonesty was very clear, but I still thought he'd side with them since they tried very hard to discredit my character, even using Keven's addiction against me!
So maybe, just maybe I will be awarded unemployment. I'm looking daily for a job and have not even had an INTERVIEW yet.
Peace, Hope and Love, Barbara
