March 24, 2011

Arrested Again

I don't feel like going into detail right now but wanted to let you all know that Keven is in jail.  His attorney said he will most likely be kicked out of Recovery Court and will face prison time at a minimum of 16 months.

The only words I can use to describe how I feel are familiar to many of us:

Scared
Angry
Hurt
Sad
Sick
Numb
Worried

Mostly sick, like I swallowed a huge rock.

Help...i cant do this

19 comments:

kc bob said...

All I can say is that I weep with you Barbara. I am so sorry.

Lisa said...

The most important thing you need to know right now is that you are not alone. Keven is a survivor and he will survive this...whatever "this" is.

You really need to take care of you. Call me. I gave you my numbers in response to your FB message. Love you, sweetie.

Anna said...

Sorry, it could happen to anyone. I know a few people who got better in jail. I hope he will be one of them.

ChaiLatte said...

Sorry hon, but as Lisa said- you are not alone. We are all walking right along side you. I totally understand everything that you are feeling, they are normal feelings. You WILL survive this!! Love you bunches. Will email you my phone numbers...

beachteacher said...

oh Barbara......my heart hurts to read this. :( I wish I was there to give you a good hug,....and just make this better. I weep with you too and am praying. Please message me if you'd like to. I am sorry you & Keven are going through this and will pray that Keven will use this to prompt a lasting recovery.
Lori

Her Big Sad said...

Barbara, (BIG HUG), I am so sorry! I will email you....

I hope this is another chance for Keven to do some thinking and learning. And with everyone else, I will say, we're here.... walking with you.

Momma said...

I'm so sorry, Barbara. Chin up. Thinking of you. I just told Son2, and he said maybe it will be a good thing...

Tori said...

I am so, so sorry for you and Keven.

Syd said...

Hang in there. Hoping for the best.

Annsterw said...

So sorry that you have to deal with this but I have to ditto what Anna said...I know MANY people that jail was the turning point...could just save his life!! God has no stepchildren - he watches over us all and gives us all what we need...praying for peace for your heart!

Kris B said...

Crap. I have nothing to add. Previuos comments could all be mine. You're right. You can't do this. Heavenly Father can. Reach toward Him for solace and strength. Loving you.

Erin said...

I am so very sorry you are dealing with this again. I love you and am here to listen.

A Mom's Serious Blunder said...

Oh Barbara...I am so sorry. You can do this because it's all you can do. I am so sad for Kevin, this disease is evil. I want it all to stop. I am heading to the hospital in an hour. I will check in tomorrow. Big hugs.

BMelonsLemonade said...

I am so sorry. Sometimes it seems like we never learn. Hopefully, when you least expect it...he will learn. I will be thinking about you.
Much Love...T

Michael said...

So sorry to hear this. Remember:

We cannot
He can
Why not let Him

Prayers, Hugs
Michael

Sherry said...

I am so sorry Barbara...my heart fell when I read this! He's still young and I pray this will be the turning point!

Annette said...

Awww Barbara, I am crying with you. Man, I am so sorry. We just don't know what it will take for our kids to find their way. Maybe this will be it for your precious boy.

Bristolvol said...

Barbara, I am sorry to read this. I know what it's like, I have visited my daughter in jail. It's a nightmare. Many of us can identify. You need to take care of yourself. Inspite all gloom, there will be a silver lining. Please don't despair, do something nice for yourself!

Anonymous said...

I am going throught he same thing that you are with your son..I feel so guilty that i did not see the signs in the beginning...but now that i know i see all the signs were there...I just didnt want to believe it...My son has done everything imaginable from stealing ,lieing, blaming me for his drug use and getting violent and then fallling apart because he doesnt know how to handle this either....I feel like I am dieing inside and no one can help me..

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