Keven is here with me. He came for dinner. He looks like hell and is going to detox/rehab tomorrow. He's not spending the night here!!!
As for right now - Anthony may be the one in jail. Either way, I am disconnecting with Anthony as of today. I will talk to him once to say "call me when you have 6 solid months clean". I may never hear from him again, that's okay.
I could tell the wild, scary, stupid story of what happened tonight, but I'll spare you the drama.
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Texted Keven to invite him to Christmas dinner. He said he's going to jail right now. I called, it went to voice mail. I text again twice asking if he was being arrested, or what. No response. If so, it may be the best Christmas gift possible? I don't know. I just want to know what's going on. I'm okay. I hope he is.
MERRY CHRISTMAS, EVERYONE!
With Love,
Barbara
13 comments:
Barbara,
I haven't been reading blogs the past couple of days so I am just catching up with you. I am praying for you. Hopefully Keven has been arrested and is safe. Big hug to you.
Merry Christmas Barbara! I hope Keven is safe where ever he may be.
My thoughts and prayers are with you and Keven. I hope he is safe and that whatever is going on turns out to be a positive thing in the long run. Hugs.
Another step in the journey! Keep hanging on tight 'during the ride', Barbara! Hoping that Keven is safe tonight and that you can find some peace. My love and prayers sent to you. Take care.
Shelley in SK
"protective custody." Love you, hang in there.
Same story different day ........ Been there, done that, and finally got off the merry-go-round.
Sorry Barbara,....for all that's been going on. I haven't been commenting since I've been sick, but I agree that it sounds like a ride,...perhaps a roller coaster. : (. I hope Keven's safe,.... & that you get some peace. I don't know how he gets in & out of these rehabs so fast. It always seemed much more time consuming to arrange to me. Is it the same one again ? I hope he's the one setting it up & not you. He's lucky to have one to go to. Peace to you. What a Christmas.
As we have said before we never know when this will be the time for our children to get help. I will say a prayer for him tonight. Hang in there.
Crap. I haven't been reading blogs, as of late. I have to read backwards to catch up. I'm so sorry. Truly, I am. On Christmas, of all days. Praying for you.
I hate addiction. In every way, shape and form. Be strong. I'm sorry I've missed this sooner.
Hi Barbara, I'm a little confused, but it looks like Keven was home for Christmas? I hope so and if not, then "protective custody" may be the best gift. I guess! I can imagine how you feel. I truly can. I spent one Christmas, not so long ago, alone, while my son was in the mountains, in the snow, having a full psychotic break, freezing, etc., Have spent many when he was in the hospital and for mental healthcare, sometimes that is pretty scary too. I sure hope our sons will heal. Healing is possible. I know that for sure!
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Barbara, as long as you are doing okay, I am okay. I hope that Keven is going to rehab and is paying for it himself. As for Anthony, well, I knew that he was full of crap. Sorry, but I have a feeling that he is a manipulator and liar. You have let him back into your life once again and he has broken your trust. Time to rethink that relationship and cut him loose IMO. Take care and do what's good for you.
I guess it is the alcoholic in me that thinks you should create some chaos of your own so you can stop thinking about those boys 24/7.
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